posted by Nk. at 8:56 AM

So I don't have sleep. I spent my sleepy time tossing and turning in bed I swear I lost some fat on my face, and now have a sculptured body. In between the tossing and the turning I made the decision to stay here over transferring to Manila, even if it meant giving up the possibility of having a paycheck double of what I'm getting now. Okay, I know I have had (and still have) issues with how my current work is progressing, and I do have a nasty feeling this could be one of the stupidest decisions I have made yet (I'm sure I won't be running out of these things anyway) AND I do regret that I prolly won't be able to study Film next year like I planned (but who knows?) -- but at this point in my life I just know that if ever I'm going to have "change" it better be something that I really want you know? Kind of like getting into a relationship because you want to, not because you need to? Basta, ganun. Besides, this is my nth job in the course of seven years and I'm pretty much sick of stopping and starting all over again.

I'm happy with my decision though. FOR NOW.

Am I really screwed this time?

Well at least myheritage.com says I look like Beyonce AND Jessica Alba. I shake my booty at the universe please.

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

And now for the magic-o!



UPDATE: This is what I'll look like if I decide to get some stuff done (with Miss Alba as my inspiration)



Am I self-absorbed today. LOL. =P

Labels: Beyonce, celebrity lookalikes, Jessica Alba, lucid intervals, work