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  • Currently craving : 1. a vacation somewhere where there's sand, sea, and shore. 2. that sinful, orgasm-inducing chocolate cake from Cyma 3. a DVD copy of Ang Lee's 1997 film, The Ice Storm 4. YOU.
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May 5, 2009
posted by Nk. at 3:34 PM

These are the things that made me afraid today:

Not being able to settle my credit card bills, getting sued, and getting locked up in a jail somewhere where I won't be able to blog, twitter, party, shoot pictures, and see sunsets. Worse, I'd have to wear orange all the time. I hate the color orange.

That my state of distraction and my constant feeling of not being quite there would result to replying something incoherent and embarrassing to people I'm talking to, like mumbling something about being a black hole in your universe, dancing cows and riding unicorns when I'm being asked about where to save files and shit like that.

Falling down the flight of stairs.

Not being okay for a long time.

Looking and liking what I'm seeing too much.

Getting too fat.

Being always almost there but never really making it.

A burnout.

Getting old and not really getting it.

Losing the fight. Wait, what am I fighting anyway?

Being lost, permanently.

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At May 6, 2009 at 10:21 AM, Anonymous paolo

orange is hot!


At May 6, 2009 at 2:16 PM, Anonymous tinay

i need to tell you this. not because i want to reciprocate the sweet words you leave in my nook. YOU ARE UNIQUELY BRILLIANT. and mysterious. yes.


At May 9, 2009 at 2:45 PM, Blogger niki

@paolo -- mmmmkkkaaayy. =P

@tinay -- *blush* Thank you. You know I'll marry your blog if it were human haha =)