posted by Nk. at 3:34 PM

These are the things that made me afraid today:

Not being able to settle my credit card bills, getting sued, and getting locked up in a jail somewhere where I won't be able to blog, twitter, party, shoot pictures, and see sunsets. Worse, I'd have to wear orange all the time. I hate the color orange.

That my state of distraction and my constant feeling of not being quite there would result to replying something incoherent and embarrassing to people I'm talking to, like mumbling something about being a black hole in your universe, dancing cows and riding unicorns when I'm being asked about where to save files and shit like that.

Falling down the flight of stairs.

Not being okay for a long time.

Looking and liking what I'm seeing too much.

Getting too fat.

Being always almost there but never really making it.

A burnout.

Getting old and not really getting it.

Losing the fight. Wait, what am I fighting anyway?

Being lost, permanently.

Labels: epic fails, lucid intervals, out of happy